我從來沒有想過會在這么浪漫的氛圍下跟人接吻，和上一次滿手魚腥味相b，完全就是不能b。                                                                                                             以前上網(wǎng)看風(fēng)景照的時候，看到日本三四月間那漫天飛舞的櫻花的時候，我想，如果如果哪一天能夠和人在這種環(huán)境下親密接觸應(yīng)該是一件很浪漫的事情，后來在看到某一部港臺電視，看到里面男nv主角在一片梧桐落花下接吻也覺得很美。                                                                                                             每個nv人心中都有著一個幻想在，不僅僅是對接吻，更包括ai情。                                                                                                             這種場面，萌的人心肝脾肺腎都在疼。                                                                                                             “嘖嘖，阿墨你真不上鏡，這表情扭曲的，感覺像是見到鬼似的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏看著自己剛剛拍的照片，在那邊嘀咕了一聲。                                                                                                             “不過沒關(guān)系，我看上去還是很帥。”靳騏笑了一聲。                                                                                                             真厚臉皮，居然還自夸自己很帥的！我從鼻孔之中哼了一聲表示對他的厚顏嗤之以鼻，但是隨即地被他捏住了鼻子。                                                                                                             靳騏的手沒戴手套，被風(fēng)吹的冰涼冰涼的，當(dāng)然我的臉也是，已經(jīng)麻木的沒有一點的感覺了，被靳騏這么捏著鼻子的時候，我都感覺不到疼了，反倒由生自己的鼻子會不會被凍脆了，嘎嘣一下被揪了下來的想法。                                                                                                             好吧，我的幻想能力又升級進(jìn)化了。                                                                                                             “別哼了，再哼就成爾康了！”靳騏用力捏著我的鼻子，一點憐香惜玉都沒有“變成爾康，我就不要你了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “在你不要我之前，我先不要你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我伸手扯下他捏著我鼻子的手，一邊惡狠狠地說著一邊作勢要咬他，慌的他急忙收回了自己的手，開始討?zhàn)垺?nbsp;                                                                                                            “阿墨……”                                                                                                             靳騏叫著，聲調(diào)拉的長長的，我一直覺得自己的名字不算是有特se，可是從靳騏的嘴里面念出來的時候，分外好聽，尤其是在他那拉的長長的調(diào)子，有點九曲十八彎的味道，像是小時候坐在碼頭上，輪船那悠遠(yuǎn)的汽笛聲一樣。                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             我抬頭看他，他的臉上帶著笑，又伸手捏了我臉一把之后像是玩小狗一樣又m又拍的。                                                                                                             “沒事，怕你只是嘴上說的好聽罷了?！苯U說著，話語輕快，“想要看看剛剛的照片么？”他揚(yáng)著手上的相機(jī)問著我。                                                                                                             我點頭，剛剛那這男人的動作太過于突然，完全沒有給我半點心理準(zhǔn)備的機(jī)會，所以我覺得當(dāng)時的畫面一定很慘不忍睹，我要消滅罪證，不能留下那么丟臉的畫面，就算是拍大頭貼也得準(zhǔn)備好造型之后才下手的。                                                                                                             他瞅著我，那一雙看上去總是帶了電的眼彎了起來。                                                                                                             “不給！”他搖了搖頭，吐出了兩個字。                                                                                                             神氣！                                                                                                             我瞪了他一眼，不給看拉到，反正吊臉也不是我一個人的事情。                                                                                                             在蘇堤附近走了走，風(fēng)雪漸大，我和靳騏準(zhǔn)備回去。                                                                                                             來的時候可能覺得沒什么，但是等到回去的時候才發(fā)現(xiàn)自己剛剛走了長長的一段路，甚至來時候那踩過的腳印又重新覆蓋上了新的一層雪花。                                                                                                             “來吧，背你?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            靳騏看了我一眼，把相機(jī)放回到了身上的包里面，然后把包遞過來讓我背上。                                                                                                             “真的？”                                                                                                             我有些意外，暗想著今天的靳騏怎么和平常的時候那么不同，不但又聽話又t貼的，難道說他清楚了一個身為男朋友該盡的義務(wù)和身上的職責(zé)？這可和平時的他差別太大了，讓我都覺得有點不敢相信了。                                                                                                             “你是不是背地里面做了什么對不起我的事情？”                                                                                                             我無b認(rèn)真地問，話題一問出口之后我突然覺得這個可能x高的可怕，這電視小說里面不是經(jīng)常這么演繹的么，只要男人一做錯事情，總會下意思地開始對人好，那是一種償還心理。                                                                                                             靳騏冷哼了兩聲。                                                                                                             “阿墨，就你那智商，就算我要做點對不起你的事情也不需要背地里g?！彼f，語氣無b地蔑視我，“怎么著，對你好還不樂意，以小人之心度君子之腹了吧？”                                                                                                             老實想想，靳騏說這種話還真不是沒有理由的，我眼神不好，觀察力不夠透徹，不然的話，在初中不會沒有看出伊杰和?；ㄔ缇陀辛艘煌龋乙恢币詾槲以缡?，其實別人尤甚于我。                                                                                                             所以靳騏這個小心眼又腹黑的男人要是真的想對不起我，光我這點腦容量，還真算計不過他。                                                                                                             但是，這家伙的話說的也真夠直白的，怎么說我還算是他nv朋友呢，怎么說話的呢怎么說話的呢！                                                                                                             “還要不要背？”靳騏看我，語調(diào)柔緩了許多。                                                                                                             我點頭，不要白不要。                                                                                                             靳騏把傘塞給我，背對著我蹲下身，我慢慢地伏趴上他的背，明明他看上去挺清瘦的一個人，可等我趴在他的背上的時候，卻覺得很寬厚，很有安全感。                                                                                                             靳騏的腳步不快，卻很穩(wěn)健，恍惚中有種想像小時候被爸爸背著感覺，對方呼哧呼哧的呼氣聲，清晰可見。                                                                                                             我用力地環(huán)著靳騏的脖頸。                                                                                                             “靳騏，你感覺很像我爸喲！”我湊在靳騏耳邊低聲說著。                                                                                                             靳騏那一張好看的臉表情微微有點扭曲。                                                                                                             “阿墨你是想說我未老先衰了么？”他問，因為背著我的緣故，聲音之中帶了點小喘氣。                                                                                                             “靳騏，我很喜歡你呢！”我低笑，看不出來他一個男生居然還怕被人說老，真是的，這家伙一點都不懂我的意思。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你這是想告訴我，你有戀父情結(jié)么？”靳騏站直了身子，喘了一會氣之后背著我接著往前走。                                                                                                             笨蛋！                                                                                                             我在心底哼了一聲，這家伙一定不知道，很多nv生都是有戀父情結(jié)的。父親在nv生的心底都是一座大山的存在，不僅僅是一個父親的角se，更代表一種安全。有多少個nv孩子曾經(jīng)用糯糯的聲音說著“我長大之后要嫁給爸爸”這種話。                                                                                                             我的父親在我的眼中就是這樣，他沒有多少錢，也沒有多少權(quán)，但是他給了我全部的ai，曾經(jīng)何時，我也是那想要嫁給爸爸的nv孩子之中的一員，等到長大了之后才轉(zhuǎn)變了觀念，但是要找一個像爸爸一樣好的男人這種想法，從來不變。                                                                                                             “我真的真的很喜歡你喲?！蔽腋皆诮U的耳邊，再度重復(fù)了一聲。                                                                                                             “知道啦，”靳騏的聲音里面得意洋洋，“其實你更ai我的美se吧？”                                                                                                             “是啊是啊，你的美se多秀se可餐啊！”                                                                                                             我隨口應(yīng)著。                                                                                                             但是b起美se來，我還是更喜歡他的個x多一點，雖然他有時候是很小心眼，但是不腹黑的時候還是挺正常的。                                                                                                             我喜歡你，和你的美se無關(guān)。                                                                                                             我很想對靳騏說這么一句，但是話到嘴邊，覺得這句話似乎過于瓊瑤式的煽情，萬一他扛不住如此真情流露的話，摔的可是兩個人。                                                                                                             但是還沒等我想好用什么樣的方式來表達(dá)自己內(nèi)心x涌而又澎湃的情感的時候，靳騏倒是先開了口。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你最近是不是又胖了？”                                                                                                             =0=                                                                                                             我愣了愣，隨即又抗議了。                                                                                                             “哪有，我沒胖！”對于nv生來說，“胖”這個字眼，是一件很嚴(yán)肅的事情。                                                                                                             “少來！”靳騏重重地哼了一聲，聲音肯定無b，“你絕對有重?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “唔……唔……”我踟躕了一會，老實交代，“重了兩斤……”                                                                                                             大概交往了一個帥的掉渣，讓無數(shù)nv生羨慕又怨恨的小男朋友的緣故，最近胃口很好，前兩天往t重計上一站，還真的胖了兩斤，還沒文雅和依依笑稱是要屯著脂肪過冬，沒有想到，靳騏居然這么敏感，連這一點變化都清楚！                                                                                                             “難怪沉的和泰山壓頂似的?！苯U咬牙，背著我往前走，額頭上都有著一層薄汗溢出。                                                                                                             看著他滿頭大汗的樣子，我突然有種羞愧感。                                                                                                             “要不，我自己走算了？”我說著，想要從他的背上下來，但是卻被他制止了。                                                                                                             “都走了這么一長段路了，也不差再走一會了。”靳騏犟著。                                                                                                             我不吱聲，因為我怕我一吱聲，會讓靳騏血濺三尺，因為我在想，要能一直這么走下去，絕對是一件很萌的事情??！                                                                                                             我愿意啊……                                                                                                             從西湖邊回來的時候，我和靳騏兩個人都被風(fēng)吹的整個人冷冷的，突然覺得在冬天的時候其實穿著羽絨服也不大給力，在風(fēng)雪的夾攻下，衣服上沾染了不少的雪花，雪花一化開，cha0sh一片。                                                                                                             尤其公交車上開暖氣，下了公交車是零下兩度的免費(fèi)冷氣，冰火兩重天的感覺不是一般的xia0hun。                                                                                                             靳騏送我到nv生寢室門口，我把背包還給他。                                                                                                             “我過兩天去把照片印出來給你，學(xué)期末了，要好好復(fù)習(xí)好好考試?！苯U理了理我被風(fēng)吹的凌亂不堪的頭發(fā)，用老爸式的口吻叮嚀著。                                                                                                             我點了點頭，明明這種話應(yīng)該是我對他說才對的，反倒是撬了一個早上課的人來對我說這種話，有點本末倒置的感覺。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你開心么？”靳騏看著我問著。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             我重重地點頭，他都肯在大雪天陪我去西湖邊瘋一場了，還有什么不開心的。                                                                                                             “那就好?！苯U拍了拍我的臉，漾開笑，“那趕緊回宿舍吧，換一身衣服，都cha0了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “你也是，我回宿舍了，你回去自己注意一點?！蔽覍χU揮了揮手，然后準(zhǔn)備進(jìn)門上樓。                                                                                                             才剛剛踏上了樓梯，我忍不住又回了頭，靳騏還是站在門口，朝著我看著。見我回頭，他對著我擺了擺手，示意我上樓，然后轉(zhuǎn)過身，撐開了手上的雨傘走入了雪中。                                                                                                             我站在樓梯口看著靳騏離開，他撐著一把傘，顏se不是鮮yan的那種，有點灰暗，但是卻覺得他的背影非常的好看。                                                                                                             那不是我們最后一次見面，但在后來很長一段時間回想起靳騏的時候，我卻是經(jīng)常想到他這在雪中獨(dú)行的背影。                                                                                                             哪個時候不知道是哪個寢室的姑娘在看老電視劇懷舊，音響開的大了點，那歌曲的聲音一直在我耳邊重復(fù)著。                                                                                                             “雪中行雪中行，雪中我獨(dú)行，揮拒多少英雄豪情，惟有與你同行，與你同行，才能把夢追尋”                                                                                                             那渾厚清透的80年代老歌，沒有想到卻預(yù)兆了我今后的生活。