正文 第二十二章                                                                                                             做人最怕的就是遇上醉漢，因?yàn)椴还苡欣頉]理都是講不清楚的，所以面對(duì)喝高了還在那邊一個(gè)勁地和我攪合的裴總現(xiàn)在就是一個(gè)很難攪合清楚的人。                                                                                                             “那多不好意思，我剛剛答應(yīng)了和同事一起回去來著?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我臉上陪著笑，怎么說眼前這個(gè)人也可以算是一個(gè)金主啊，千萬不能得罪了金主，要知道錢雖然不是萬能的，但是沒有錢卻是萬萬不能的。                                                                                                             “那有什么，等會(huì)打個(gè)電話說一聲不就得了，大家”                                                                                                             裴總扯著嗓子，不管我怎么掙脫都沒有都不管用，看上去這老家伙是鐵了心想要ga0一回老娘這種名不見經(jīng)傳的小dj了。                                                                                                             我自認(rèn)自己脾氣不算是頂好的，至少還沒有到那種喜怒不行于se，或者淡定地面對(duì)一切，面對(duì)這種場(chǎng)景，我只覺得很蛋疼，一gu子火氣蹭蹭蹭地就上來了，很想直接一腳踹在這裴總的鼠蹊部上，讓他再也不能配種。                                                                                                             但是這樣一來，jiejie我估計(jì)也就不需要在這個(gè)地方混下去了，但是真的很想給這個(gè)老家伙兩腿來著。                                                                                                             等到我好不容易鼓起勇氣想把自己的內(nèi)心的想法實(shí)現(xiàn)的時(shí)候，一只橫出來的手，握上了我那被裴總攥著不放的手。                                                                                                             “這不是裴總么？”                                                                                                             那木然的像是沒有一點(diǎn)情緒所在的聲音緩緩地響起，這個(gè)聲音我多少還是有點(diǎn)熟悉的，聽的多了，想不熟悉也不行。                                                                                                             我轉(zhuǎn)頭看去，果然穿的一身光鮮亮麗的李澈站在一邊，他一貫沒有多少的表情親情緒起伏的臉上今天多了一點(diǎn)改變，他似乎也喝了不少酒，整張臉紅彤彤的，呼x1重了些，隱約透著些酒氣，可那一雙眸子還是晶亮晶亮的，還是挺清醒的樣子。                                                                                                             “喲，這不是李總么？”                                                                                                             裴總一見李澈，那臉上的肥r顫了顫，松開了一直緊攥著我不放的手，然后帶著笑瞅著李澈。                                                                                                             突然的，我有一種像是在臺(tái)北生活的感覺，嘖嘖，遍地總裁總經(jīng)理跑啊，而后這些個(gè)j英分子會(huì)在路上被不是很起眼平凡的可以掉渣渣的nv人x1引，其中一定要有點(diǎn)誤會(huì)，從nve心玩到nve身，這種劇情才是王道，小說的名字可以是《我的邪魅總裁老公》或者是《多情總裁平凡妻》。                                                                                                             多臺(tái)言，多貼切！                                                                                                             可惜，一切都是小說。                                                                                                             李澈拉了我一把，把我往著身后扯了扯，用自己擋住了些裴總的視線。                                                                                                             “剛剛和客戶用完餐，怎么裴總也在這？”李澈嘴角g了g，扯出了一個(gè)沒多少笑意的笑容和對(duì)方寒暄著。                                                                                                             “年會(huì)年會(huì)?！迸峥偤呛堑匦α藘陕?，一雙眼睛探了探，試探地開了口問道，“李總和凌小姐認(rèn)識(shí)？”                                                                                                             “恩，認(rèn)識(shí)許久了?！崩畛旱貞?yīng)了應(yīng)。                                                                                                             “那感情好，原本我還想送凌小姐回去來著，那現(xiàn)在這個(gè)美差就有勞李總了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            裴總呵呵地笑著，那聲音在這寂靜的晚上聽上去還有點(diǎn)午夜恐怖片的感覺，聽的我**皮疙瘩都快要起來了。                                                                                                             “那就不勞煩裴總了?！崩畛簩?duì)著裴總擺了擺手，“再會(huì)！”                                                                                                             李澈拉著我往著另外一邊走著，我偷偷回了一下頭，看到那像是圓球一樣的裴總臉上有些不甘愿，但是又無計(jì)可施的味道，然后那圓滾滾的身子往著車子里面一滾，上了車，絕塵而去。                                                                                                             “怎么著，還不樂意？”                                                                                                             李澈的聲音淡淡的，他說話的時(shí)候聲音一貫是清冷的，所以每次聽的時(shí)候我都覺得這個(gè)男人似乎總是帶著一種諷刺的味道。                                                                                                             “哼！”                                                                                                             我哼了一聲，不想應(yīng)對(duì)他的話，老實(shí)說對(duì)于他的突然出現(xiàn)還真的是有點(diǎn)意外的。                                                                                                             “要是不樂意，你跟上去，”李澈看了我一眼，“保證是怎么si的都不知道?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            你聽你聽，這種男人就是不知道說話的藝術(shù)，總覺得這說話的時(shí)候像是帶著一g刺似的，刺得人恨不能狠狠咬他一口。                                                                                                             我也懶得和他廢話，反正他也算是幫了我一回，做人要知恩圖報(bào)，這一點(diǎn)總是沒錯(cuò)的，我不會(huì)因?yàn)檫@個(gè)男人說話難聽而不感激他的。                                                                                                             “你真在這邊和客戶吃飯？”我問，如果是真的，那還真是太巧合了點(diǎn)。                                                                                                             見我這么問，李澈的聲音立馬的又是從鼻孔里面出來了。                                                                                                             “怎么的，你還覺得我特意來給你解圍不成，凌墨，別往自己臉上貼金??！”                                                                                                             李澈那句話最后的一個(gè)尾音拉的長(zhǎng)長(zhǎng)的，像是在嗤笑我，自作多情或者妄自菲薄。                                                                                                             我聳肩，李澈的話都說的那么明白了，要是我再多想下去，那還真的是成了往自己臉上貼金了，現(xiàn)在金子多貴啊，咱也沒這種本錢去貼，貼了也怕被人搶。                                                                                                             “反正都遇上了，送佛送到西。”                                                                                                             李澈的司機(jī)把車子開到了我和李澈的面前。                                                                                                             以前遇上的時(shí)候，李澈一向都是自己開車，很少見到他用司機(jī)，當(dāng)然的，我很多時(shí)候我也沒見到他，誰知道他是不是用司機(jī)的。                                                                                                             不過現(xiàn)在喝了酒，還是悠著點(diǎn)b較好，萬一要是鬧出點(diǎn)什么事情，一個(gè)年輕而又金g的男人的人生就徹底地玩了。                                                                                                             我從來沒有去想過研究自己大學(xué)同學(xué)現(xiàn)在混的怎么樣的問題，每年聚會(huì)的時(shí)候，基本上都是去吃一頓，和幾個(gè)要好的朋友聊一通，等到差不多時(shí)間點(diǎn)的時(shí)候借口離開，很多同學(xué)都結(jié)了婚，有些生了小孩，滿口的婚姻經(jīng)還有孩子經(jīng)，我總覺得自己和他們已經(jīng)是完全格格不入了，至少，這種話題我g本就融入不了，我沒結(jié)過婚，也沒生過孩子。                                                                                                             沒有想到才這么幾年，李澈已經(jīng)混成了一個(gè)有頭有臉的人物，或者說，他原本就是一個(gè)有頭有臉的人物，在大學(xué)的時(shí)候隱約還是聽到過一些的，只是覺得這種離我們太遠(yuǎn)，是我們完全無法理解的，也無法觸及到的生活。                                                                                                             不過能夠和一個(gè)有頭有臉的人同坐在一輛車上，還能夠欣賞到對(duì)方醉酒模樣的我還是要感到榮幸才對(duì)。                                                                                                             李澈很明顯是喝高了，上了車之后就有些不耐煩的地扯松了自己脖子上的領(lǐng)帶，然后把車窗開了半扇靠在那邊完全不動(dòng)彈了，閉著眼睛一聲不吭的。                                                                                                             雖然冷風(fēng)從外頭灌進(jìn)來的時(shí)候多少覺得有些冷，但對(duì)于我和李澈這兩個(gè)喝了不少酒的人來說，還是b較舒坦的。                                                                                                             “凌墨……”                                                                                                             李澈低低地叫了一聲，聲音低沉，和之前的那薄涼而又譏屑的時(shí)候叫的完全不同，我?guī)缀醵疾桓蚁嘈胚@兩種叫法都是出自同一個(gè)人的嘴巴里面的。                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             我應(yīng)了一聲，r0u了r0u自己的太yanx，好想回到那千杯不醉把人灌倒的歲月里面去，果然現(xiàn)在是老了么？                                                                                                             “你還在等靳騏么？”李澈?jiǎn)栔?nbsp;                                                                                                            我r0u著自己太yanx的動(dòng)作驟然停頓了一下。                                                                                                             “我沒等。”我回他，認(rèn)真無b。                                                                                                             我沒等，在這幾年之中，姐我雖然不至于閱人無數(shù)，但是也是有交往過人的，甚至相親宴也吃了不少，認(rèn)識(shí)了不少的男人。                                                                                                             這樣子，怎么可能叫做等。                                                                                                             “哼……”                                                                                                             李澈不屑的輕哼聲又響了起來，像是在嘲笑說——你g本就是一個(gè)si鴨子嘴y的人。                                                                                                             “我真沒等?！蔽矣种貜?fù)了一回，我真的沒等他，只是我沒有遇上對(duì)的人，不然老娘早結(jié)婚了。                                                                                                             想想自己相親的時(shí)候遇上的jq男，怎么可能不讓人對(duì)男人還有婚姻失去信心，也許在別人眼中，我歲數(shù)大眼光高，但是我只是不愿意將就而已。                                                                                                             李澈睜開了眼，那一雙眸子在車內(nèi)那昏h的光線下顯得特別的有神，像是會(huì)發(fā)光一樣。                                                                                                             他的身子動(dòng)了動(dòng)，移近了我一些，那眸子盯著我，上上下下地打量了一下。                                                                                                             “nv人都是口是心非的生物?！崩畛合铝硕ㄑ?。                                                                                                             于是，我成了口是心非的人。                                                                                                             “如果靳騏回來了，你會(huì)怎么做？”李澈又問，他的手扣著我的下巴，不讓我轉(zhuǎn)開腦袋b著我直視著他的視線。                                                                                                             我不知道，這種問題誰都不可能給出一個(gè)很肯定的答案，就算是現(xiàn)在給了，等到真的面臨上的時(shí)候，所有的答案都不管用了。                                                                                                             臨場(chǎng)反應(yīng)和模擬現(xiàn)場(chǎng)總是有差距的，所以這個(gè)問題我g本就無法作答。                                                                                                             李澈松開扣著我下巴不放的手，又重新坐回到了靠窗邊。                                                                                                             “承認(rèn)吧，你就是忘不掉他的?！崩畛狠p笑了一聲，“就是因?yàn)槟阋恢蓖坏?，所以你一直見不到別的男人對(duì)你的好?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            也許吧……                                                                                                             對(duì)于李澈的說辭，我不反駁也不回應(yīng)，我只承認(rèn)如果當(dāng)年靳騏留下了一個(gè)理由給我的話，我想，我不會(huì)記得他那么久，早晚都是會(huì)像忘掉之前男友一樣忘掉他。                                                                                                             很多男人真的挺可怕的，因?yàn)樗麄儼裯v人的心理掌控的很好，無法完結(jié)，所以也無法忘卻。                                                                                                             “有時(shí)候我真的挺為李澈感到可憐的?！绷猪淀祰K嘖了兩聲，咬著c在杯子上當(dāng)裝飾用的檸檬片，那酸澀度讓她一下子皺緊了眉頭。                                                                                                             “怎么說？”我問。                                                                                                             “追一個(gè)nv人追了那么多年還沒上手的，不是可憐是什么？”林淼淼反問。                                                                                                             “??？”我有些驚訝，“誰？”                                                                                                             林淼淼擺出一種“讓我si了算了”的表情，伸出了手指指向我。                                                                                                             “我？”我震驚無b，“你開玩笑？”                                                                                                             李澈追我？天吶，2012提前來臨了吧，所以神馬幻覺都出來了。                                                                                                             正文 第二十三章                                                                                                             我覺得林淼淼大約幻覺了，在我看來，這種事情完全不可能發(fā)生，不過更大的可能是她喝高了。                                                                                                             到了午夜，兩個(gè)人都已經(jīng)微醺狀態(tài)的時(shí)候結(jié)束了，姐們只是單身而已，又不是酒鬼，而且nv人喝的醉醺醺的話，b較容易出事情。                                                                                                             除卻了夏天的時(shí)候，這個(gè)城市很多時(shí)候的夜晚都是有點(diǎn)清涼的，尤其是在這種深秋的夜晚。                                                                                                             午夜的時(shí)候計(jì)程車也b往常少了很多，好不容易出現(xiàn)一輛計(jì)程車，我當(dāng)然是讓住的b我更偏僻一點(diǎn)的林淼淼先走，臨走的時(shí)候還不忘記下計(jì)程車的車牌號(hào)，反正小心駛得萬年船總是沒有錯(cuò)的。                                                                                                             被夜晚的風(fēng)一吹，原本還有點(diǎn)醉意的完全消失不見了，不見計(jì)程車來，這邊公交車站最晚的一班車也只到十一點(diǎn)半，而且還是不到我住的地方的。                                                                                                             沒有見到計(jì)程車，我只好先慢慢地走著，等到有計(jì)程車出現(xiàn)的時(shí)候再攔下來。                                                                                                             這條路多少有點(diǎn)僻靜，草木叢生，y郁寂靜，這條路段在這個(gè)城市里面還有不少的傳言，因?yàn)檫@條路有一條岔口是萬松嶺，即便是在白天看上去就y測(cè)測(cè)，到了晚上的時(shí)候越發(fā)顯得y森可怕。                                                                                                             我也是第一次在午夜時(shí)分走這條路，果然還是如傳聞中一樣，y森的可怕，走的多了只覺得自己身后有g(shù)u子冷氣從尾椎骨一直一直往上冒著，一直到了脊椎骨才肯停了下來。                                                                                                             果然還是要有一輛計(jì)程車出現(xiàn)的呀，要是再這么走下去，只怕不是自己被自己嚇si就把別人給嚇著了。                                                                                                             我停下了腳步，看著來時(shí)的路，幽暗的像是一張大口，怎么看怎么讓人覺得可怕，要是現(xiàn)在有個(gè)人從那種y郁的街景下走過來，我一定會(huì)高聲尖叫的吧。                                                                                                             看，就像是那遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)開來的車子，那亮著的車燈，有那么幾秒時(shí)間我的腦海里面閃過了一些恐怖電影的情節(jié)。                                                                                                             唔，幻想力太好這也不是一件很好的事情，感覺特別恐慌啊。                                                                                                             那是一輛蘭博基尼，華麗的用我一輩子的工資都買不起的價(jià)值所在，每次在街上看到這種豪華車的時(shí)候，我內(nèi)心總是會(huì)演變的特別邪惡，恨不能從自己口袋里面m出鑰匙，在那車身上狠狠地劃出一道刮痕來，又或者掰下大奔和小寶的標(biāo)志x物件，互換一下，g脆讓大奔不保修，小寶不給管的，這種感覺，多帥氣。                                                                                                             我終于發(fā)現(xiàn)，其實(shí)年紀(jì)越長(zhǎng)，我還真的越來越發(fā)的bt了起來，明明當(dāng)年的我是一個(gè)純良的孩子啊。                                                                                                             這高級(jí)車的車速還真有點(diǎn)委屈它的價(jià)位，并沒有那么的高，開的很穩(wěn)當(dāng)，像是刻意維持著這么一個(gè)速度。                                                                                                             我看著車子從我身邊經(jīng)過，靠我這邊的是副駕駛座，座位上坐了一個(gè)nv的，像是醉了，整個(gè)腦袋靠在床上，頭發(fā)凌亂無b。                                                                                                             又是一個(gè)過夜生活的……                                                                                                             我在心底嘆了一聲氣，果然夜生活墮落的美感是在太好，所以才會(huì)讓人著迷，喝點(diǎn)小酒，劃點(diǎn)小拳，微醺了之后回去好睡多了，完了之后連夢(mèng)都很少做。                                                                                                             我瞥了一眼那駕駛座上的人，在昏h的街燈上看的也不是很清楚，而且從我那角度頂多也就能夠看到一側(cè)面，而且也就是那么一瞬間的一回事。                                                                                                             但是那一瞬間，卻讓我手腳發(fā)涼，有點(diǎn)微微的顫抖，我不知道是激動(dòng)的，還是因?yàn)閯e的。                                                                                                             那一眼，那張漂亮的側(cè)面，刺得我心底隱約有些疼。                                                                                                             我一直以為，我真的已經(jīng)以往了那個(gè)人，直到這一刻，我才發(fā)現(xiàn)，我是這個(gè)世界上最會(huì)自欺欺人的nv人。                                                                                                             就像是別人說的那樣，我永遠(yuǎn)都忘記不掉靳騏那個(gè)人，就這么一個(gè)相像的側(cè)面，都能夠讓我激動(dòng)不已，能夠讓我指尖都開始顫抖。