他的手掌溫溫的，溫暖無(wú)b，久了就會(huì)讓人萌生出一種貪戀。                                                                                                             房間門口傳來“砰”的一聲，證明李澈已經(jīng)出門了。                                                                                                             我從床上爬出來，頂著一頭**窩往著衛(wèi)生間里面殺進(jìn)去，刷牙洗臉。                                                                                                             有時(shí)候李澈這男人還是挺賢惠的，這一次煮的不是粥，而是三明治和牛n，當(dāng)然三明治里面的料很簡(jiǎn)單，荷包蛋加了幾片h瓜，還有se拉醬，吃上去口感b較清淡。                                                                                                             我還是更ai粥和咸菜一點(diǎn)，不過看在做飯的人不是自己的份上，也不能太過于挑剔。                                                                                                             吃過了早飯，我把廚房和房間都收拾了一下，然后拿了收拾好的行李箱。我在這的東西一向不多，擺在這的不過是兩三身?yè)Q洗的衣服，原本我就沒有打算在這里長(zhǎng)住的打算，仔細(xì)算算，其實(shí)我在這住了也不到一個(gè)星期，卻覺得這一段時(shí)間像是過了幾年那么久。                                                                                                             我其實(shí)是提前了幾天回去的，雖然是我堂弟結(jié)婚，但是基本上那些個(gè)事情也不需要我?guī)兔?，家里面的親戚最遠(yuǎn)的也只是說會(huì)在婚禮的前一天到。                                                                                                             到家的時(shí)候在中午，去了家里面把東西放下之后我走了半小時(shí)的路到了爸媽的店里面，正好趕上店里清閑爸媽吃午飯的時(shí)間黨。                                                                                                             “怎么的也不提前打一聲電話過來，瞧瞧，都沒給你準(zhǔn)備什么好菜！”                                                                                                             老爸一邊念叨著一邊起身想要給我去盛飯。                                                                                                             “我自己來，您吃著！”                                                                                                             我蹦跳著自己行動(dòng)，反正這店里面有哪一塊地方是我不熟悉的，而且當(dāng)nv兒的哪有讓自己老爸動(dòng)手的，多折煞人啊。                                                                                                             “瞧你那樣，哪像是一個(gè)27歲的人??！多大了還蹦蹦跳跳的？”老娘回首看我在那邊盛飯，忍不住吐槽了兩句。                                                                                                             “不像27歲多好啊，至少給人感覺我還年輕著呢！”我快速地把飯給盛了，還沒等到坐回餐桌就已經(jīng)開始扒飯吃了，家里面的飯都感覺特別好吃。                                                                                                             “你就不著急吧，你弟都b你先結(jié)婚，你還悠著，還記得b你弟大一歲的江濱吧，他再過兩個(gè)月也結(jié)婚了，新娘都已經(jīng)好幾個(gè)月的肚子了……”                                                                                                             老娘自打進(jìn)入更年期之后，那絮叨的功力又見上漲了一點(diǎn)，尤其這幾年，絮叨的更加厲害了，而且是見縫就鉆，敵退我進(jìn)，敵逃我打貫徹的很徹底。                                                                                                             “媽……”我求饒，“難道你就指望著我被人ga0大肚子然后挺著一個(gè)肚子結(jié)婚么？”                                                                                                             雖然我不是特別保守份子，但是結(jié)婚也是人生大事，挺著一顆球那感覺得多郁悶啊。                                                                                                             老娘從鼻子里面重重地哼出一聲：“我還寧可你大著肚子給我去結(jié)婚也b現(xiàn)在都找不到對(duì)象來的好。”                                                                                                             從老娘此刻t現(xiàn)出來的恨嫁心切，很明顯啊很明顯。                                                                                                             我朝老爸看了一眼，他的眼中也滿是無(wú)奈之se，我低下了腦袋乖乖地吃自己的飯?jiān)僖膊桓铱月?，就怕一個(gè)不小心再招惹來老娘的數(shù)落，但是老娘的數(shù)落已經(jīng)算是輕的了，我?guī)缀蹩梢韵胂蟮玫皆谖业艿幕槎Y上等待著我的肯定是b老娘的數(shù)落還要嚴(yán)苛的時(shí)代。                                                                                                             下午的時(shí)候基本上是店里面很清閑，所以老娘也就能更加清閑地磕著瓜子然后開始接著絮叨。                                                                                                             我不敢反抗，所以只能坐在一角聽著，也不敢反駁。這種話題很老生常談，基本上只要回去了我就能從自己老娘口中聽到。                                                                                                             所以到后來的時(shí)候，我已經(jīng)能夠完全地左耳進(jìn)右耳出了，等到老娘自己念叨夠了之后就會(huì)停下來的。                                                                                                             我從茶壺里面倒了一杯水遞給老娘，討好無(wú)b。                                                                                                             “媽，你先喝點(diǎn)水！”                                                                                                             “別賣乖了！”老娘拿過水杯也不忘白我一眼，“我要的是nv婿茶。”                                                                                                             我吐舌。                                                                                                             “明年，反正三十歲之前一定讓你喝到，這總行了吧？”我無(wú)奈至極，這種事情就算是急也沒有用的啊。                                                                                                             我伸爪抱著老娘的肩膀，早幾年沒有這么撒嬌了，現(xiàn)在這么大的年紀(jì)做這種事情還真的是有點(diǎn)不大自然。                                                                                                             自然地，老娘也受不了，抖了兩抖。                                                                                                             “有事說事，別老膩上來！”老娘拍了拍我抱著她的手。                                                                                                             “媽，你說我回來怎么樣？在這找一個(gè)工作，你說怎么樣？”我問。                                                                                                             “那挺好的，早讓你別一直留在杭州了，你早就應(yīng)該回來了。重新找個(gè)工作，也好找對(duì)象，差不多一點(diǎn)就可以結(jié)婚了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            老娘點(diǎn)頭，然后反抱著我的手臂。                                                                                                             “那可是你說的啊，老媽，我告訴你說，我辭職了?！蔽椅χ?，吐實(shí)。                                                                                                             “……”老娘瞪我一眼，“你早就已經(jīng)打算好了？”                                                                                                             也不算打算好吧，只是剛剛開始打算而已，節(jié)目都已經(jīng)停擺了，停了這么一段時(shí)間之后我覺得也挺沒有意思的，g脆就直接給了辭職信不g算了。                                                                                                             44                                                                                                             44、第四十三章 ...                                                                                                             丟出辭職信的時(shí)候其實(shí)也不是沒有猶豫過的，畢竟在同一個(gè)崗位上做的久了總是會(huì)有感情在的，一點(diǎn)也不留戀也不是不可能的。                                                                                                             但是節(jié)目一直停擺的話，我也找不到那種想要工作下去的感覺。在辭職的時(shí)候節(jié)目總監(jiān)還是有點(diǎn)意外的，甚至還挽留了許久，我是不清楚我的節(jié)目到底是受歡迎還是不受歡迎有沒有給電臺(tái)帶來多少的利潤(rùn)，畢竟這么多年相處下來，還是有點(diǎn)感情基礎(chǔ)的，當(dāng)然的也指的也不是男nv之間的情感而是主顧之間的。                                                                                                             在總監(jiān)挽留的時(shí)候我也曾想要反悔，辭職不就和逛街差不多那么一回事，等到興致來的時(shí)候，很有沖勁，但是等到勁頭一過之后，又會(huì)開始猶豫不決。                                                                                                             我也一樣，猶豫了一會(huì)之后我還是堅(jiān)定地交出了辭職信，姐累了，不玩了。                                                                                                             現(xiàn)在想想覺得自己是不是太過于沖動(dòng)了點(diǎn)，這個(gè)年紀(jì)放棄一份那么清閑而又工資不錯(cuò)的工作，要知道現(xiàn)在外頭的世道，只有找不到工作的人沒有放棄工作的人，而且又不是快過年了，犯不著lu0辭。                                                                                                             后悔了，但是人生總有幾件會(huì)讓人后悔的事情才算是圓滿。                                                                                                             老娘最后也沒有說什么，只留下一句“隨你，只要你高興就好”的話，在她的觀念里面，我已經(jīng)是這么大的人了應(yīng)該清楚自己到底在做些什么。                                                                                                             可我真的清楚自己在做些什么嗎？                                                                                                             下午的時(shí)候店里頭沒有多少人，幫不上什么忙，所以爸媽也就讓我回家休息去了，原本還以為自己會(huì)睡不著，但是沒有想到卻會(huì)睡的很香甜，一睡就直接到了晚上，還是被電話吵醒的。                                                                                                             我伸手m向枕頭，從底下m出自己不停在響的手機(jī)，這個(gè)習(xí)慣其實(shí)并不大好，之前還被李澈說過早晚有一天我會(huì)被輻s到畸形。                                                                                                             看了一眼屏幕上顯示的來電顯示，我覺得還真是有夠巧合，他電話過來我也正好想起他這個(gè)人。                                                                                                             窗戶外頭一片夜se，沒有想到我這一覺睡的時(shí)間還真的夠長(zhǎng)的，看了一眼手機(jī)上顯示的時(shí)間，按下通話鍵。                                                                                                             “有事？”                                                                                                             我問，這個(gè)時(shí)間點(diǎn)他應(yīng)該在吃晚飯吧，怎么得是覺得屋子里面沒有人給他做飯了，沒有人可以隨意使喚了覺得寂寞了？                                                                                                             “到家了？”                                                                                                             李澈的聲音透過電話的時(shí)候聽起來有點(diǎn)大提琴的醇厚，李澈的聲音很好聽，雖然不算是特別的低沉x感，但是卻有一種別樣的磁x。                                                                                                             “恩，還剛睡醒……”我應(yīng)聲，睡到全身骨頭都和su了似的，特別的舒坦，“準(zhǔn)備去吃晚飯。”                                                                                                             “日子過的挺不錯(cuò)的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈輕笑，從電話之中我能夠聽見汽車?guó)Q笛的聲音，證明現(xiàn)在的他還沒有到家。                                                                                                             “唔，找我有事？”我問，和他哈拉了那么久，他還沒有說到底是為了什么事情打電話過來的。                                                                                                             “恩，”李澈輕y了一聲，“我想你了……”                                                                                                             李澈的尾音拉得長(zhǎng)長(zhǎng)的，帶了點(diǎn)呢喃的語(yǔ)調(diào)，像是情人之間的情話，讓習(xí)慣了他一貫毒舌的我還真的是有點(diǎn)不大適應(yīng)，聽的耳朵有點(diǎn)發(fā)燙。                                                                                                             他要是在這樣下去，我還真的是有點(diǎn)招架不住了。                                                                                                             “你……我……”                                                                                                             我支吾著，找不到話來說。                                                                                                             “凌墨，還記得那個(gè)時(shí)候你為了一個(gè)冰欺凌而哭個(gè)不停的那家肯德基么？”李澈對(duì)于我的支吾很滿意，聲音里頭的笑意更加濃郁了一點(diǎn)。                                                                                                             聽到李澈這句問話的時(shí)候，我超級(jí)很想捂臉的，這都多少年前的尷尬事情了，他怎么還記得那么清楚，而且這男人居然還扒舊他居然還扒舊！                                                                                                             嗷嗷嗷的，太讓人傷心了。                                                                                                             “我不記得了?！蔽夜Ｖ弊娱_始裝傻，“好像沒有這種事情，我完全沒有印象?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            那么丟臉的事情現(xiàn)在回憶起來我都替當(dāng)時(shí)的自己覺得丟臉。                                                                                                             “好吧，”李澈也不堅(jiān)持，不戳破我的謊言，“你現(xiàn)在來肯德基門口吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “恩？”                                                                                                             我表示不解，我正打算梳洗一下之后去店里面蹭爸媽的晚飯，也不知道現(xiàn)在去還能不能蹭上那一頓，一會(huì)之后我才反應(yīng)過來，“你該不會(huì)來我們鎮(zhèn)上了吧？”                                                                                                             電話那頭的李澈再度輕笑了兩聲，用笑聲肯定了我的猜測(cè)。                                                                                                             我囧了一下。                                                                                                             “你在那等我?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我嘆了一口氣，然后掛上電話，也懶得去換下自己身上這一身睡的很有三宅一生立t感的衣服，套上鞋子拿了自家房門鑰匙就出了門。                                                                                                             等到我到肯德基那邊的時(shí)候已經(jīng)是十分鐘之后了，鎮(zhèn)上的人生活不像城市里面一樣快，等到晚上的時(shí)候，除了商業(yè)街那邊b較熱鬧，其他的地方還是b較清靜的。                                                                                                             不過在鎮(zhèn)上開發(fā)了旅游之后，晚上也b往常以前稍微熱鬧了一點(diǎn)，觀光客還是挺喜歡夜游小鎮(zhèn)，幾個(gè)人租一條小木船，還能沿著鎮(zhèn)上小鎮(zhèn)溜達(dá)一圈。                                                                                                             我也沒有花多少力氣去尋找李澈，他的車子就停在肯德基附近，鎮(zhèn)上很少停車格，基本上哪里能停車就能直接停了，反正也不會(huì)有人來開單子。                                                                                                             李澈很是清閑地坐在車子里頭等著我的到來，和他一邊聽著音樂一邊等著我的愜意相b，和在這深秋的夜晚還出了一身汗的我顯得狼狽極了。                                                                                                             甚至，他的手上還拿了一個(gè)冰淇凌。                                                                                                             哦，這實(shí)在太刺激人了，為毛我就得一路用小跑著過來，他卻是在這邊吃冰淇凌，這待遇真差別！                                                                                                             “來，先擦擦汗?！崩畛阂娢疑宪?，從擺放在車上的紙巾盒里面ch0u了紙巾遞給我，語(yǔ)調(diào)溫和。                                                                                                             我接過紙巾，擦著額頭上的汗水，突然想起某天夜里面這個(gè)男人說的，我還真的是逃得了和尚逃不了廟，當(dāng)年被他尾隨回家的確是一件很失策的事情。                                                                                                             真悲哀！                                                                                                             “吃么？”                                                                                                             李澈把手上的冰淇淋遞給我，肯德基的冰淇淋這么多年下來也沒有什么創(chuàng)意，依舊是那老模樣，只是這一次我沒有淚眼婆娑到看不清楚眼前的東西。                                                                                                             “還沒吃過的，你不是喜歡冰淇淋的么。”李澈補(bǔ)上了一句。                                                                                                             我訥訥地從李澈手中接過冰淇淋，他買的似乎有點(diǎn)早，上面的n油有點(diǎn)化了，一口下去的時(shí)候，略有水分。                                                                                                             “你來g嘛？”                                                                                                             我咬著手上的冰淇淋，問這個(gè)不速之客。                                                                                                             “想來放個(gè)假，你們鎮(zhèn)上不是也ga0了什么旅游項(xiàng)目么，所以來玩玩?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈神se如常，只是眉宇之中多了一點(diǎn)疲憊。                                                                                                             玩你妹呀，有那么多玩的地方你哪里不去玩非得來這里，我在心底哀號(hào)一聲，而且早不放假晚不放假的，非選在這個(gè)時(shí)間段放假。                                                                                                             “想住哪？需要我給你推薦點(diǎn)地方么？”                                                                                                             我問，雖然我常年不在家，但是對(duì)于鎮(zhèn)上的娛樂措施還有住宿一類的地點(diǎn)還是清楚無(wú)b的，有幾家還b較不錯(cuò)，應(yīng)該能符合這個(gè)男人的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)。                                                                                                             “林淼淼說，你家有一個(gè)長(zhǎng)年空著的房間，而且你對(duì)于朋友不都一向包吃包住包玩耍的么，怎么，這一次想例外？” “……”                                                                                                             我無(wú)言以對(duì)，林淼淼那家伙居然向李澈投誠(chéng)，把我家的訊息提供的那么一清二楚，連長(zhǎng)年空著的房間都招供了，忒不厚道了。                                                                                                             要是他真住進(jìn)來，會(huì)家庭zb1an的=口=                                                                                                             正想著要怎么回答李澈的話，攥在手中的手機(jī)又響了起來，上面顯示的電話號(hào)碼是爸媽店里面的。                                                                                                             我接起，順帶做手勢(shì)讓李澈別開口講話。                                                                                                             電話是老爸打過來的，無(wú)非就是問我醒了沒有，晚上這飯留不留。                                                                                                             我應(yīng)了幾聲，讓老爸多準(zhǔn)備了兩道菜，理由有客來訪。                                                                                                             掛上電話之后我抬眼看向李澈，“要不要到我家吃飯？”                                                                                                             從杭州到我家要一個(gè)多小時(shí)的車程，看李澈那疲憊的樣子也不像是吃過晚飯的，我伸手指點(diǎn)路程，讓李澈往著我家小飯館方向開。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我們這樣算不算是見家長(zhǎng)？”                                                                                                             李澈一邊開車，一邊偏頭問我。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             我沉默，我不想說話，我只是好心請(qǐng)這個(gè)男人吃頓晚飯而已，g本沒有特別的意思，絕對(duì)不是他所說的那樣。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我這豆芽可真不容易，那么多年，總算是見了光?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈聲音帶了點(diǎn)調(diào)侃。                                                                                                             豆芽個(gè)妹啊，我還海帶呢！                                                                                                             我自動(dòng)屏蔽他所說的話，然后在轉(zhuǎn)彎角的時(shí)候示意他轉(zhuǎn)彎。                                                                                                             從肯德基到我家小飯館并不算特別遠(yuǎn)，不過是兩條街的路而已，開車就更加快了，不消兩分鐘。                                                                                                             車子在飯館面前停下來的時(shí)候，我看到老媽正站在飯館面前翹首以待。                                                                                                             尤其是在瞧見李澈從車上下來的時(shí)候，老媽眼睛一亮，我可以瞧見老娘的八卦之魂正在熊熊燃燒。                                                                                                             作者有話要說：好友的文