第六十一章                                                                                                             記得                                                                                                             那日她從云端之上下來(lái)，身上紅衣yanse，似是剛剛?cè)旧先サ模е鴖h意，裙擺之下更有著血紅的水滴規(guī)律滑落。絕se之態(tài)，舉世無(wú)雙，臉se卻泛著異樣的蒼白，似是琉璃，一碰即碎。                                                                                                             落地緩行，步步生蓮，及地的長(zhǎng)衫也在平地之上，劃下一道yan紅的痕跡。                                                                                                             “珞兒”她柔聲輕喚，分明是寵溺的語(yǔ)調(diào)，卻夾著絲絲的隱痛，似是不能呼x1。                                                                                                             她很想撲過(guò)去，溺在她的懷里，像往常一樣使勁噌噌。但是那gu刺鼻的血腥，卻令她卻步。她討厭這個(gè)氣味，一直都是。                                                                                                             不單是本x，更會(huì)讓她想起，那天那個(gè)笑得一臉的y森，把劍揮入她的身t，揚(yáng)言要取出她的心臟的男子。也是這般全身都染著她流下的血。                                                                                                             所以她停住了腳步，只敢怕怕的躲在哥的后面，盯著她染血的紅衣。                                                                                                             她yu接住她的手，停在空中，良久——才緩緩的收回。軟下聲，近乎哀求的對(duì)她說(shuō)“珞兒，別怕……我是娘！”                                                                                                             她不相信，不敢出來(lái)，只是怕她身上的氣味。直到哥再三的保證，她才敢踏出步子。卻還是怕的。                                                                                                             她的手冷得如冰柱，細(xì)細(xì)的劃過(guò)她的臉，眼里瑩瑩的閃著水se。                                                                                                             看了良久，才哽咽著開(kāi)口問(wèn)“傷口……還痛嗎？”                                                                                                             她搖頭，眼睛卻仍是盯著她的衣服，只想躲開(kāi)那刺鼻的味道。                                                                                                             她卻抓得分外緊，甚至很用力的抱著她的身子，像是要把她藏進(jìn)心窩里。                                                                                                             “珞兒，對(duì)不起……是娘不好！娘害了你！”                                                                                                             “珞兒，原諒娘，以后沒(méi)有人再敢傷你！”                                                                                                             “珞兒，我……不是一個(gè)好母親！”                                                                                                             “珞兒，這全都是娘造的孽，都是娘……可為何……要罰在你身上？”                                                                                                             “珞兒，娘不會(huì)……不會(huì)讓你繼續(xù)受苦的！”                                                                                                             她在耳邊，一遍又一遍的說(shuō)著，抱著她的身子緊到痛，卻怎么都不放開(kāi)。聲音一聲b一聲低沉，直到最后，哽咽得擠不出聲音。                                                                                                             隱隱覺(jué)得背上sh了一片。                                                                                                             那以后，她就極少再看到娘，直到那一天……                                                                                                             她拿走了她的劍，把她定身在陣法之中。                                                                                                             m0著她的頭，眼里似是蒙著霧，語(yǔ)氣像是在問(wèn)她，又像在問(wèn)自己：“珞兒，為何你要生在神族……為何你要找到這把劍？娘……只想你們平平安安，娘只是……想做個(gè)好母親！為什么……為什么老天要這么b我？”                                                                                                             她邊說(shuō)，邊流著淚，那眼里分明是有著恨的，卻又被其它什么東西，生生的壓下了去。兩條眉更是苦苦的糾纏在一起。                                                                                                             望了她許久許久，突然似是豁出一切的厲聲道：“珞兒，你放心，管她什么神職，管她什么天命，娘非要為你扭了這個(gè)乾坤！”                                                                                                             她突然大笑起來(lái)，笑得瘋狂，笑得癲癡，笑得淚流滿面。宛如整個(gè)世界都是她那凄楚的笑聲，明明是笑，卻痛如心扉。                                                                                                             那笑聲，震得連她都禁不住心口直顫，一時(shí)間疼痛傳遍全身，地上的法陣，發(fā)出耀眼的光芒，整個(gè)把她吞噬了進(jìn)去。似是全身的血ye都被ch0u離，痛得她支撐不住，倒地哀求。                                                                                                             她喊著娘，要求她住手，珞兒很痛，真的很痛。                                                                                                             但她卻不回答，光影交錯(cuò)間，看到她那張?jiān)缫呀?jīng)眼淚橫縱的臉，那眼神沉重得似是沒(méi)有生息，只有無(wú)邊的痛苦。似b她更要痛上百倍千倍。                                                                                                             周圍的光芒慢慢淡去，那ch0u離的東西，被強(qiáng)行壓制在心口的某一處，嚴(yán)嚴(yán)實(shí)實(shí)。她再也支撐不住，無(wú)力陷入昏睡。                                                                                                             合上眼的那一刻，尤記得娘好像也攤倒在地，臉se蒼白得無(wú)一絲血絲。卻是帶著笑的，做為一個(gè)母親寬心、欣慰的笑容。                                                                                                             卻是只有一瞬，傾刻間又被那壓仰的恨意籠罩，轉(zhuǎn)頭看向朗朗乾坤，似是不甘的低喃出聲。                                                                                                             “殷懷單，我真想看看你的心到底是什么顏se？”                                                                                                             那是她聽(tīng)到她的最后的聲音。                                                                                                             如今……                                                                                                             那日云端之上，同樣紅衣身影，同樣絕世容顏，那明明就是……就是……                                                                                                             “她不是！”自然知道她在想什么，渺軒抓住她的手，一字一句打斷她所有的希望“當(dāng)日娘封印你的時(shí)候，就已經(jīng)……你當(dāng)是最清楚的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “我知道……我知道……”駱雙低下頭，咬著下唇，卻仍止不住全身顫抖。她都明白，娘不可再?gòu)?fù)活，神si，便是神形俱滅，不能再?gòu)?fù)生。所以那人定不是她“可是……可是，那天……那天，我怕她……她為了我，上青云，不惜染上滿手血腥?？墒俏覅s怕她……我怕她！”她至今都記得她收回空蕩蕩雙手時(shí)的表情，似是已經(jīng)痛到了極至，卻找不到出口。                                                                                                             “她是我娘……是我娘！為了我寧愿背復(fù)上罵名，也要護(hù)我周全；寧愿犧牲x命，也要我過(guò)得平安的娘！”她怎么可以怕她，怎么可以不認(rèn)她？                                                                                                             “當(dāng)時(shí)，你才十歲！”他攬她入懷，輕拭著她臉上的淚痕。那天娘從青云回來(lái)，身上全是血，莫說(shuō)她向來(lái)厭惡血腥，就算只是個(gè)普通孩子，看到也會(huì)害怕的。                                                                                                             “這不是你的錯(cuò)，不是！”這件事，她記到現(xiàn)在，悔到現(xiàn)在？因?yàn)檫@個(gè)原因，所以想要追上去嗎？明知道那個(gè)絕對(duì)不是可能是娘，卻還是想追過(guò)去。                                                                                                             駱雙再也忍不住眼水訣堤，sisi抓著身前人的衣衫，嗚咽出聲。                                                                                                             長(zhǎng)嘆一聲，渺軒回抱著她，輕順著她的發(fā)絲，知道她現(xiàn)在需要的是發(fā)泄，發(fā)泄她這一千年來(lái)的悔意。她忍到現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)是極限，正因?yàn)樗?，所以她沒(méi)有持意要追上去，所以她忍到現(xiàn)在，所以……才更殘酷。那都已經(jīng)是過(guò)去，無(wú)論她再怎么后悔，娘始終是回不來(lái)的。                                                                                                             當(dāng)日她頑皮帶著炎鳳悄悄溜出神山，結(jié)果卻被當(dāng)時(shí)青云掌門發(fā)現(xiàn)，只為一句“食之血rou，得之神力”的謠言，竟出手傷一個(gè)才十歲的小孩。                                                                                                             當(dāng)時(shí)若不是他及時(shí)找到奄奄一息的瓔珞，若不是她無(wú)意之中喚出天劍，只怕她早已經(jīng)成了那句謠言下的犧牲品。而這也是一切傷痛的開(kāi)始。                                                                                                             天劍早已經(jīng)有主，那便是她。如果可以選擇，她到寧愿只是個(gè)普通人。                                                                                                             懷里的聲響漸漸緩了下來(lái)，呼x1也開(kāi)始平緩了，想是她終于平靜下來(lái)，睡著了。                                                                                                             傾身想扶她躺下                                                                                                             “哥……”                                                                                                             “嗯！”停下手間的動(dòng)作。                                                                                                             “我討厭那把劍！”                                                                                                             “……我知道”                                                                                                             “哥，那個(gè)不是娘……”                                                                                                             “你明白就好！”                                                                                                             “哥……”                                                                                                             “嗯？”                                                                                                             “我……就只有你了！”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “我也是”                                                                                                             突來(lái)神力                                                                                                             第六十二章                                                                                                             魔界撤軍，炎華門的封印守住了，原則上說(shuō)，這是一場(chǎng)勝仗。但無(wú)人有欣喜之情，鎮(zhèn)界石一破，四個(gè)封印只余兩個(gè)。憶那日沖天的煞氣，仍是歷歷在目，傳聞那一帶花草枯萎，幾無(wú)生靈。                                                                                                             甚至已經(jīng)波及了妖界，縱使是妖也被那邪氣傳染，灰飛煙滅，幾近生靈涂炭的地步。                                                                                                             那黑氣本就是上古魔神的yu念所化，一但封印破除危及眾生，也是預(yù)料中事。如若四處封印皆破，那yu念就會(huì)尋覓魔神真身，到時(shí)魔神再世，縱使仙界怎么做也逃不過(guò)滅世的命運(yùn)。                                                                                                             一連幾天整個(gè)炎華門都散發(fā)著一種沉重的氣息，特別是魔界破掉至y封印之舉，完全出乎眾人預(yù)料。按說(shuō)天劍才是解封關(guān)鍵，但如今天劍分明就是在白暮上仙手里，鎮(zhèn)界石卻還是毀了。                                                                                                             可見(jiàn)魔界已經(jīng)找出不用天劍就可以破除封印的方法，加之那日仙魔交戰(zhàn)，血云之陣的出現(xiàn)，更是令人心驚。                                                                                                             世人都知道，那是神族的陣法，只有神族血脈才能發(fā)動(dòng)。但神族一脈，素來(lái)不興，唯一的二個(gè)后裔，皆于百年前消逝，相傳一個(gè)斃命于白暮，一個(gè)失跡于神山之巔。如今血云陣下，眾人不得不懷疑，那施陣之人，可否是當(dāng)日消失的神nv妍汐？                                                                                                             雖然曾應(yīng)戰(zhàn)的幾位掌門和上仙，皆表示所見(jiàn)的只是一名紅衣nv子，并不是昔日的尊主，但這始終是眾人心里的一個(gè)疙瘩。如若神族都有意想讓魔神再世，那封印可還守得?。?nbsp;                                                                                                            大家爭(zhēng)相猜測(cè)那紅衣nv子，竟究是何人？                                                                                                             戰(zhàn)后，暮子昕來(lái)過(guò)一次后院，卻是來(lái)詢問(wèn)渺軒血云陣之事。                                                                                                             他是唯一知道駱雙和渺軒身份的人，卻從不點(diǎn)破，怕是心里也知道，縱使是神族在不明白原因的情況下，對(duì)此事也是毫無(wú)辦法。                                                                                                             渺軒給他的答案始終如一，不知！自然這是實(shí)話。                                                                                                             駱雙忍了忍，終還是沒(méi)有告訴他，那人與母親長(zhǎng)得一般樣模之事。                                                                                                             神滅之時(shí)，天地同悲，乃至天際暗淡無(wú)光，百花凋零，瑞雪天降。當(dāng)日赤姬逝世時(shí)就是如此，這是六界皆親眼看到之事。                                                                                                             眾人之所以肯定尊主仍在世的原因，也是因?yàn)樘斓貨](méi)有異像！只是這套理論自然不會(huì)用在她身上，她必竟是被世人遺忘的一份子。                                                                                                             只不過(guò)她仍是忍不住心間的sao動(dòng)，甚至帶著點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的期盼?；蛟S當(dāng)日的異樣只是巧合，或許只是眾人誤解了，或許……她還活著。                                                                                                             但兒時(shí)那清楚得不能再清楚的記憶，又徹底的把這個(gè)希望打碎了。那時(shí)她被封印的情景，不斷在她腦海中重放著，試圖使自己找出一點(diǎn)的破綻出來(lái)。就算是讓她相信那個(gè)布下血云陣，想要?dú)⒌粝山缢腥说膎v子，就是她也沒(méi)關(guān)系。                                                                                                             只要……                                                                                                             她還活著。能再次對(duì)著她笑如春花，叫一聲“珞兒！”                                                                                                             這次，她絕不會(huì)再遲疑，絕不會(huì)再怕她。                                                                                                             這幾天都在想著這個(gè)問(wèn)題，卻越想越亂，腦子里零亂的片斷，全是十歲以前的種種。理不清，剪不斷。                                                                                                             哥一直陪著她，不說(shuō)話，也沒(méi)勸她什么。就只是默默的守著，縱使眼里壓著和她一樣多的情緒，翻江倒海似的。卻還是生生的壓下去，靜靜的看著她，撫著她的發(fā)絲。                                                                                                             他是在等她平靜下來(lái)，明白壓得太久的情緒，總是要發(fā)泄的。以前她不知道，因?yàn)闆](méi)有記憶，現(xiàn)在知道了，那記憶只會(huì)更清晰，像是刻入骨子里?？伤齾s藏了一百年才說(shuō)出來(lái)，其實(shí)他又何償不是。                                                                                                             駱雙突然開(kāi)始明白，渺軒的苦心。她對(duì)自己的感情，遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)b她母親的眷戀要深得多。                                                                                                             那天哭了一天，渾渾噩噩的都不知道自己在g什么，四周全都是冷的，除了他手心淡淡傳來(lái)的溫度。第二天心才慢慢的平靜下來(lái)。那些久遠(yuǎn)卻清晰的記憶，也開(kāi)始沉淀。                                                                                                             她一向不是個(gè)悲觀的人，哭過(guò)就罷，至少她還可以哭。所以她不能再這樣下去，哥雖然不說(shuō)，但他的擔(dān)心自己是明白的。                                                                                                             不去回想，她仍舊是可以笑得燦爛?？绯龇块T，深x1一口氣，又是滿庭的紛芳，心里淡淡的又會(huì)浮起那天的紅衣nv子。卻不像昨天那般，沉重得壓得人喘不過(guò)氣來(lái)。                                                                                                             細(xì)細(xì)猜想，她究竟是什么人？那模樣，不像幻術(shù)，也不像法術(shù)改變而成的容貌。                                                                                                             況且世間傳聞，赤姬乃從不世出之神，六間之內(nèi)見(jiàn)過(guò)她的人少之又少。就算是幻化，也不定可以化得如此神似。                                                                                                             難道世間真有如此相像的人？但那般的天態(tài)絕se，真有二個(gè)？                                                                                                             還是說(shuō)不像傳言的，神族從無(wú)旁支？她還有遠(yuǎn)親？                                                                                                             越想便越亂，甩甩頭忽略這一切?？聪虻厣夏前譻e的小花，許是天氣g燥，顯得有些奄奄一息。她蹲下身子，撫上那朵白se的花，剛一觸及，只見(jiàn)原本還是無(wú)半點(diǎn)生機(jī)的花，瞬間像是復(fù)活了一般，枝枝展開(kāi)，jing神抖擻，而且瘋狂長(zhǎng)大，綻出新的枝葉來(lái)。                                                                                                             心中一驚，猛的縮回手，那生長(zhǎng)的速度卻沒(méi)有停止，而且向四周蔓延開(kāi)來(lái)，不到半會(huì)就已經(jīng)到了她的腳下。                                                                                                             駱雙更加的慌亂，想要退開(kāi)，卻腳下一滑，跌倒在地上。                                                                                                             “珞兒！”渺軒聞聲從屋內(nèi)走出來(lái)，看到地上的情景，愣在門口，臉se瞬間蒼白。                                                                                                             那綠葉的生長(zhǎng)已經(jīng)停止，但駱雙身下的地面已經(jīng)是一片的綠se，在周身形成一個(gè)規(guī)則的圓。跟四周g枯開(kāi)裂的地面形成強(qiáng)烈的對(duì)b。                                                                                                             “哥……這……我……”心里已經(jīng)亂成一團(tuán)了，茫然的看著四周，不知從何說(shuō)起。                                                                                                             渺軒神情一凜，快步走了過(guò)來(lái)，臉上已經(jīng)有了慌張之se。傾身去拉她的手，卻不是扶她起來(lái)，而是緊扣著她手間的脈門。呼x1竟也有幾分急促起來(lái)。                                                                                                             駱雙有幾分莫明，細(xì)想一下，才想起來(lái)，此時(shí)的情景，跟天柱崩塌的那一天是一樣的。她只要碰什么，什么就會(huì)像這地面一般，長(zhǎng)出花草來(lái)。                                                                                                             “哥，我的封印……”至y封印已破，難道又會(huì)影響她的封印嗎？明明此時(shí)離鎮(zhèn)界石甚遠(yuǎn)。                                                                                                             “不是！”他搖頭，眉頭皺緊，手仍是緊貼著她的脈門“珞兒，你剛剛有做什么嗎？”                                                                                                             “我看這花快要si了，覺(jué)得……可憐……只是碰了碰就……”為什么會(huì)這樣？她明明沒(méi)使用任何仙法。                                                                                                             渺軒的臉se更加的疑重“鎮(zhèn)界石破封之時(shí)，你……可有不適之處？”                                                                                                             駱雙搖頭，從魔界回來(lái)以后，她的身t，好似完全好了。完全感覺(jué)不到半點(diǎn)痛楚，晚上也沒(méi)有再陷入沉睡。                                                                                                             “平時(shí)呢？”他繼續(xù)問(wèn)。                                                                                                             她仍是搖頭，細(xì)想了一下又道“只是……偶爾，會(huì)莫明的心痛，但那痛來(lái)得快，去得也快，好像……好像，不是自己的！”不像是她在痛一樣。                                                                                                             渺軒眉心緊收，回頭看了看地上的花草，盯了半會(huì)，突然像是想到什么，手間猛的緊了緊，雙眼大睜，臉se微微發(fā)青。                                                                                                             “哥？”駱雙更加的不明“我到底怎么了……”                                                                                                             他回過(guò)頭來(lái)，看了她一眼，這才緩緩的拉她起身，似是考量著什么，良久才緩聲道“你沒(méi)事！”                                                                                                             “可為何……”                                                                                                             “珞兒！”他打斷她的話，拉她走出那片花草，臉se沉了沉緩聲道：“這處絕不能讓其它人看到?！闭f(shuō)著單手結(jié)印，幻化出火焰揮向那片草綠，瞬間一片yan紅的火焰，焚過(guò)方圓不過(guò)五步的地方，那突生的春景，頓時(shí)化為灰燼。                                                                                                             “你在這里等我回來(lái)，我去確認(rèn)一件事！”再次看了一眼，那已經(jīng)焦黑的地面，轉(zhuǎn)身出了院子。                                                                                                             駱雙雖然不知道他想要確認(rèn)的是什么，但定是跟她的封印有關(guān)的。不然他不會(huì)那么緊張。伸手m0m0心口，仍是沒(méi)有什么反映？                                                                                                             當(dāng)日暮子昕究竟是怎么修復(fù)她的封印的？那連哥都束手無(wú)策的封印，他竟輕易就解決了。心里隱隱有些不安，想知道答案，但她倆今日的處境，她又能開(kāi)這個(gè)口去問(wèn)？                                                                                                             唉！                                                                                                             長(zhǎng)嘆一聲，重新蹲在地上，看著那片焦土，聞著刺鼻的氣味，探手出去，半路又縮了回來(lái)?，F(xiàn)在的她是萬(wàn)萬(wàn)碰不得的。                                                                                                             記得小時(shí)候，她也經(jīng)?？刂撇蛔∽约旱牧α?，但也沒(méi)有這樣能令萬(wàn)物復(fù)蘇的神力？特別是封印以后，她除了不si的神之身，儼然是個(gè)普通人。                                                                                                             只是……為何當(dāng)年娘一定要封印她呢？                                                                                                             如若只是為了那次外出，幾乎令她喪命的傷。只因她年幼，沒(méi)有自保的能力？只因護(hù)她周全，所以才特意壓制她的神力，讓世人故意誤解她無(wú)能？                                                                                                             但如今她已經(jīng)長(zhǎng)大了，再怎么樣，她終究是神！足以自保，再加上天劍的預(yù)言，這世上又有誰(shuí)傷得了她？娘何必要下這么強(qiáng)力的封印？似是有意讓她永遠(yuǎn)封下去一樣。還不惜……以命做代價(jià)？                                                                                                             還有青云滅門之事，印象中娘向來(lái)，不是沖動(dòng)的